going through it.

So I realized today that I really have not been good, like at all, for the last few weeks. And it’s really hard for me to talk about feeling bad during the bad times—I don’t like talking about it until after I’m already through it and on the other side, and I can be allContinue reading “going through it.”


Today I spent my time with my friends (the ones who live with me, I’m obviously still quarantining). It was amazing, after such a hectic week, to be able to hang out and reconnect with the people around me. There is no long post today, because it’s the weekend and I chose to dedicate myContinue reading “recharge.”


This post is a little different from my others. It’s a little less structured. I’m trying to process things, so this is sort of a real-time view of me doing that. There’s not really a plan here. I’m just feeling. I saw that someone said the deaths of celebrities often give us outlets to grieve interpersonal pain, so maybe that’s what this is. I don’t know. I’m just processing.


Journaling is sacred. It’s one of my favorite things in the world to do, it’s one of the only things in the world I’ve spent literally my entire life doing. From the time I learned how to write I’ve been journaling, filling up pretty notebooks with dreams and musings and the details of my life.Continue reading “journaling.”

social media.

Something that’s been at the forefront of my life for a while, but specifically the past three weeks or so, has been the process of turning social media from a source of negativity into a source of positivity. It’s really easy to get sucked into it, and to play the comparison game. Something I haveContinue reading “social media.”