big things.

So it’s been a few days since I’ve posted anything! There’s been sort of a lot going on—not like actual things going on, but a lot of emotional struggles and changes and that sort of thing, and I just haven’t really been in a headspace where writing about it on here would’ve helped. But nowContinue reading “big things.”

june 20th.

June 20th. Twelve weeks ago tomorrow. It’s strange to think about the time before June 20th, because it’s hard reconcile the person I am now with the person I was then. It’s hard to think about the choices I made for myself, because I can’t imagine making a lot of them now. June 20th isContinue reading “june 20th.”

journal #1.

This morning, I filled my first daily journal. I’d started using it on June 20th, and had an entry and list of 10 gratitudes for every single day since then! It feels like my first piece of physical evidence that I’m growing, changing, and healing. And also evidence that I have habits! Good habits! AndContinue reading “journal #1.”


A quick tip from me before I go to bed: tidy up your space before calling it a night. It can feel like the most unpleasant thing in the world at first, but nothing is worse than waking up to a mess. And on the flip side, nothing feels better than waking up to aContinue reading “cleaning.”


Today I spent my time with my friends (the ones who live with me, I’m obviously still quarantining). It was amazing, after such a hectic week, to be able to hang out and reconnect with the people around me. There is no long post today, because it’s the weekend and I chose to dedicate myContinue reading “recharge.”


Pinned to the wall above the left corner of my desk is a set of two photos glued to a sheet of dark green construction paper. The photos are of me when I was a baby, younger than a year in one of them, maybe just over a year in the second. On the otherContinue reading “writer.”


It’s been an insanely busy day. I’ve been finishing up all my packing and finally got to see my new apartment. Because of COVID, I never actually got to see the inside in person, which is obviously risky, and finally seeing led to a lot of little projects that’ll have to happen over the nextContinue reading “today.”